Its been a long time since I've been back to MB'rs discussion forum. For some reason I went through a stage where I had to just step away for awhile.
Faith1, are you still around? And you others who know me too, drop a line to let me know. For those who don't know me...howdy.
Just a quick update, ConfusedHeart filed and the divorce will be final in March sometime...ironically its supposed to be around my birthday next week, ouch. She is still living nearby, but we don't talk much at all, only business stuff, credit card bills and things like that. I am continuing to love her, but am deep into my plan B. It doesn't seem to bother her much, at least not on the outside, she makes sure that people who know us, see that she is the "happiest she has ever been"...but those people also see through it. I'm not sure, but I think I wrote here after I found out that she went back to the OM after she moved out of our home back in May of 2002. Turns out he contacted her and she "owed it to herself" to see if that relationship could work...resented that I asked her to end it cold turkey. That relationship didn't work and she apparantly ended it, which he then made sure that I found out that it was going on...
Anywho...if that's repeat...sorry!
But I am doing well, God has blessed me greatly, and I am hanging on to His promises. I have always believed that there can't be a resurrection unless you have a graveyard...God has to be the one to get the glory in the reconciliation and show that it is His work and not mine...I believe that is true and and still holding on.
I love my wife and can't wait to rejoice with her when she comes out of the fog.
