Oh mercy...I am not having a good day. Thought I should post here instead of taking it out on H. I just got word that my father, who was supposed to come visit for a few days next week, has cancelled his trip.
I have been weeping and will probably feel rather sad for a while. It't not like we have an especially close relationship -- although he does help me out a lot in school. But I was just really looking foward to having someone around to support me. I just wanted to show him my life...it's been 4 years since I've seen him. I am so tired now...I need to rest.
Well, thanks for listening. I am sure that you must have your hands full with your children...sometimes I think that would be a great distraction, but at the same time I know that I am not ready to be a parent yet. I am so thankful that God gave me that wisdom.
You will be in my prayers, and I hope likewise. Until later this week, take care.
1Red