I think my H. is looking in match.com for other women again. his OW is pg-she is due in Jan, and has been on his case for a lot of things and also I am not happy with the way things are going. this is a pattern with him when he can't take reality, he starts to look again and I guess i might as well admit he has an addiction. He likes to "fall in love" he wants that first feeling and it won't last with anyone so he has to try to recreate the feelings again. I gave him dec. 3 as a deadline of sorts, that is when I will start plan b and not see him. I am exhausted all the time and am going to talk to someone about getting on something. I know i am depressed, even tho I am ok when I am with friends or family, I can't stand to be alone anymore. I can't stand to be in this house alone, going to bed alone and coming home to a dark empty house. He is talking to a minister but if he doesn't want to change I know he won't. Thanks for listening, I'm just tired of the fight and I'm ready to give up for now. maybe someday things will change but me being in this sit. isn't going to work anymore.

Dear dbd,

Sorry to hear Jerko is being a jerk again. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Mad]" src="images/icons/mad.gif" />

Regardless of what the WS is up to, what are you going to do?

Hugz,
L.