I have to take a breather you guys. I've Plan Aed my H for over a year now, and it's done no good. Zip, zilch, nada. I'm 3 months pregnant, and frankly, I barely have the energy to keep myself from knocking him upside the head with a frying pan, let alone Plan A his lying behind.<P>I'm taking a trip to Orlando in November with some girlfriends to get my groove back. I'm going to a writer's conference, and I will be in a costume contest (where I will be on the arm of a delish male model
) I'm hoping that I'll be over my resentment of anything with a penis by that point.
<P>H and I still live together, but that's about it. I suspect that he has a bimbo in the city, but who knows, pregnancy has made me infinitely more paranoid (I saw that he had called a strange number, I did a reverse lookup, and it was some woman named Laura. I asked him about it, he said that it came up on the caller id and he called it back. She then called while I was at home, and when I picked up, said that she had the wrong number. I told her, "no, you don't, but you'd better stop calling my house before I knock you into a different zip code." She hung up. I had H call her back with me listening. He said, "hello, this is T, I want to know why you kept calling my house," and she hung up. So maybe he's for real, I don't know. But I do know he's spending a hell of a lot more time in the city than usual...but I digress.)<P>Michael is doing well. He has had no asthma attacks since my last freak-out post. He's 2 1/2, and he mimics EVERYTHING! He's an adorable child, a tan, blond, golden boy.<P>I'm doing okay other than the marriage. I'm pregnant, and other than bowing down to the porcelain god more than I did on my 21st birthday, getting fat, crying during diaper commercials, and indigestion, I'm fine. <P>Anyway, I just haven't had the time or energy to post here anymore, but that doesn't mean I've forgotten any of you. Plus things seem to have changed a lot...but I won't get into THAT one either. But if anybody wants to keep in touch, I've set up a new e-mail account you can contact me at: it's carolinabelle1979@yahoo.com<P>Good luck you guys, and God Bless,<BR>Ali