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I usually don't ask for this kind of stuff...but I am recognizing that I am in a very bad place right now...I need some prayer for this pain in my heart to go away...it has ached all day...<P>I am so tired and weak...like the life is being sucked right out of me...I keep looking to the external to keep me going..but it is NOT working...<P><BR>Cali<P>------------------<BR><I>Live Impeccably In Your Word.<BR>Don't Take Anything Personally.<BR>Make No Assumptions.<BR>Do Your Best Always. </I>
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Cali,<P>You have my prayers right now. Tell us more .... get those fingers typing.<P><BR>Jo
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Father, lift up Cali in your precious arms. HOld her close to your heart and fill her with peace, comfort, strength and love. let her feel Your presence, so that she will know that you will never fail her - never leave her. open her H's eyes and heart, so that he can see Your truth - your Will - and see the wonderful woman You have given him. Father, cali is very sad and lonely tonight. Show her that she is loved and cared for, and give her comfort that you have a plan for her. Cali wants to let go of her pain - and let go of trying to fix this herself - help her. Take it from her. She is too weak to hand it over to you. Bless this forum, and all the marriage-building members on it. Build a special hedge of protection around each of us and our marriages. In Jesus' name, amen.
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I just feel so sad...so defeated...12 years of stuff is being uncovered...I'm sad...yet so mad I could spit...<P>
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Why can't I give it up? That's it Faith...I can't give it up...I JUST NEED TO QUIT...HAND IT OVER...give it up...<P>I am so tired...my eyes are closing while I type...gonna have to sleep on this for a while...<P>Thank you....thank you...I couldn't have survived this long without all of you...<P>I just want to sleep and dream and dream...<P>Cali<P>
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{{{{{{Faith}}}}}}}<P>That was beautiful and very comforting.<P>Marsha, I read Faith's prayer out loud for you. I hope you read it too. We are praying for you, Marsha. Give your heart ache and pain to God.<P>Jo<p>[This message has been edited by Resilient (edited August 31, 2001).]
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Cali, you have been such an inspiration to me and others. We love you. Yes, get some rest, hun. Angels and prayers are wrapping you in God's love and safety. We are all here for you. YOu are not alone. We support you and love you no matter what.
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Cali,<BR> Know that I'm praying for you and I'll keep praying as long as you need it. God DOES have a plan for you - try to focus on that. Along with my prayer that He will take the weight of your pain away, I'm praying for simply a restful, peaceful night of sleep. <P>Standing in the gap,<BR>AB<P>Faith - thanks for such a touching, heartfelt response. THAT'S why I keep coming back here.
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Cali, I know how you feel. Prayers and hugs going out for you!!!<P>
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Cali my prayers are with you tonight. I hope tomorrow there will be peace in your heart.<BR>Love, cybil
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