I had post my topic on divorce/divorcing since I feel that's where my marriage is heading. You will see what my situation is there. I am feeling hopeless that things will work out between my H and me. I had wanted to keep our family together and trying to give H a chance. But I am not getting any positive feedback from him. These couple of days, I feel I'm on the edge of giving up on him. I told him to arrange to leave our house. I can't stand seeing him any more and not want him and I feel rejected that he doesn't feel the same way about me. What hurts the most is he prefer someone who I think is only using him for what he can give her. She is a prostitute from another country and got pregnant by my H. H thinks he is 99.9% sure this is his child. And so, he is considering getting her/B out of that country so he can have access to see them easily. That means he has to marry her to get her out. Right now, he says, he is not sure what he wants/needs to do. But I feel, he is more into ending our marriage. And so I have to accept that. But the pain is still so much...each day is different. I still love him and it's hard to let go...I never thought this could happen to me...I'm so very wrong.

hurtconfuse<BR>Don't give up on your marriage. There is always hope. Follow the plan A outlined in this website, or plan B, and keep posting here. We are here to help.And read all you can find about affairs. It helps to be educated in it.<BR>