My H called and asked me over for lunch at his mother's (where he has been living). He is leaving this evening. He had a nice lunch fixed. We discussed a few business matters. I got ready to leave and had "that feeling". I was determined not to cry. When I got in the car to leave I told him to be careful and I believed in him. He said "thank you". Then I hugged him and told him I loved him. He said "me too". <P>Tonight will be hard. Since separating he was always at my apartment right after I would get home from work on Fridays. My daughter will be coming home for a visit tommorrow. I'll go grocery shopping and "clean" (that's always been a therapy for me). I'll miss him so badly, but I know he has to find his own way somehow. <P>Pray for me guys. I need the strength that so many of you have shown me over the last year. <p>[This message has been edited by Janie (edited November 12, 1999).]

I'll keep you in my prayers this weekend, Janie.

Janie,<P>I posted on your other thread. Don't be sad this is a major step in you two getting your marriage back up and really going. Have confidence in yourself and your worth to him. Believe me he knows he will miss you and you will very likely be hearing and seeing him more than your think. <P>Have you thought about an internet affair with him? Have a good weekend and have faith.<P>God Bless You

You'll get through it... YOU WILL!! Hold on!<P>------------------<BR>~Sheryl<P>Marriage: the most important contract you'll ever enter into, and the most sacred.<P><BR>

Janie,<P>It is the hardest thing to let them go. <P>I am praying for you. I'm w/ NB. HOLD ON.<P>Cheryl