If I know I may mess up again in the future...as I'm trying to create new habits....would'nt saying "I'm committed to NEVER doing it again" setting myself up for failure??.
So ... you can't tell your wife that you will never call your mother first again?
You can't tell her you will never look at porn again?
You can't say that you're committed to not hurting her?
Sure I can tell her that. but knowing that even in my best most earnest attempts to fulfill the commitments ..reality says that I am going to fail from time to time in SOME area. To say that I will NEVER hurt her again doesn't seem realistic. I can say that I will ALWAYS work at not hurting her and make sure my habits and actions reflect that but I cant promise perfection no matter how hard I would try. Like if I say something that I don't know is hurtful to her and I didn't intentionally mean to hurt her.....that would be breaking my promise to NEVER hurt her again. I'm just trying to understand your point fully. Are you saying I should promise to be perfect? Or promise to always STRIVE for perfection. Those are two very separate things. I'm not talking about giving myself an excuse to sin or do wrong by her.
If you can't look at her and tell her that you will do whatever it takes to protect her from yourself, there isn't a lot of hope for your marriage.
I definitely can and have. gosh that makes me sound like a monster tho.
cause if I say that...17 years from now she WILL remind me of it if I do something remotely like it in the future..
I would hope so. And you should welcome that. You need her to tell you if you are repeating offenses that hurt her.