Been very tumultuous. Sitting in my car not sure where to go. She's very emotionally unstable and scares me when so. I'm not perfect. I've got baggage, I've failed, we've tried therapy, she ends it after a few sessions. Very up and down (less than) 2 years. She just filed for the 4th time. We just moved to a new state for a "fresh start" last week. She claims I'm a narcissist. My therapist has reassured me I'm not. I've researched and feel like I'm not. This really hurts. I want stability and struggle to walk away but don't feel like it'll ever get better. It's my first marriage (just turned 42 a few days ago), her 4th marriage. Isolated from friends and family due to this drama.