I have been married for two years and my husband is a full blown narcissist. I didn’t even really know what a narcissist was until I started therapy. Then I educated myself and was shocked that he had so many characteristics. I have gone above and beyond to make this marriage work but I am depleted. I walked away from our marriage two days ago. Everything is very raw. I know he will never change. I realized I can’t keep living like this. I am not happy and deserve so much better but it still hurts. Grieving the loss of my marriage is heartbreaking.