Hi Y'all,<P>I posted earlier today, but it didn't go through. Today was rough, getting settled in new house and all. We were supposed to move in here amonth ago, as a family. Our beautiful 3700 sq. ft. home. Now it's mine by myself. Yea. This disease of infidelity has yet to stop amasing me! I have seen heroin addicts have an easier time "kicking" smack! Inteligent, moral people getting caught in this sel-obsession. As a recovering drug addict I know self-centeredness is the core of my disease. However for the EA addict it seems ten times stronger. Today I asked W if she regretted what she has done, she said yes. But the grip that this OB has on her is unbelievable. She's "kicked" dope before. She has three and a half years of sober recovery under her belt. I guess a head full of recovery is fuleing her need to cover up her pain. Thats why we used drugs, to cover our feelings. I've been thinking about calling this little [censored] that has wrecked my home. Has anyone else felt like there W was brainwashed by OM. I know this little F@#$%r is a master at manipulation. Add my W's need to feed her addiction and you have a woman in the grips of a most destuctive force. Does any one else see it this way.<P>My Quote For The Day:They have become experts at self-deception and rationalization.<P>rsvp<BR>Love Y'all,<BR><P>------------------<BR>BB<BR>

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