I need some help with my marriage. I got married 2 months ago. We had planned on taking a honeymoon trip in April. My husband just started a new job, and now we can't go. I feel robbed. He keeps telling me I should be a good wife, what does that mean? He treats the whole world sooo good, treats me like a wife. I tell him I'm not happy, he doesn't seem to care. He tells me that he doesn't tell everything that goes on in his day because I will take it wrong. He tells me I take everything wrong. I try to be whatever it is that he wants me to be I don't know what that is. I asked him to fill out the survey, I waited a month for him to do that, then he finally did a half-a$$ job, just to shut me up. He is angery with me for writing this. He is telling me to tell the whole story, I asked what the whole story is and he walked out of the room saying that he isn't even getting into this with me. He just left for work, where every body is good to him,and I try to explain to him that if he talked to these people the way he talks to his wife, they wouldn't be good to him, they wouldn't want anything to do with him. I asked him to notice how he treats other people, and compare that to how he treats me, he just doesn't get it. Before we got married, we lived together. Before we lived together we used to make love for hours at a time, and very often. Once we moved in together that was practily nonexsistant. He never wanted anything to do with me. I remember one day I went for a job interview and I was all excited and couldn't wait to get home and tell him all about it, thinking that he would be proud of me. I know if he was off on a job interview, I would be pacing the floor and all nervous for him. I got home and found him into porn on the computer. Yeah, he was really thinking about me. I love this man very much. I kinda think about our relationship like chocolate, I love that too, but I know it's not good for me. Why I want to be with him I do not know. I keep thinking about the way things were and I want that back so bad. My self esteem is completey gone. I don't know what to do. Please help me.