<P> I'm so afraid, I feel so bad, so all alone and so sad.<BR> There's no touch, no kiss no time for me,<BR> I wish I could make you see.<BR> I love you I need you I want you, but I can't take much more, there are days when I'm ready to walk out the door.<BR> I'm so afraid this pain will never end that you will hurt me again and again.<BR> I try hard not to let you see me cry,it only makes you angry, and I don't know why. <BR> So I write what I feel here in hopes that getting it out will help me heal.<BR> <BR> I showed my Poem to you, though it's not very good it's true.<BR> No word did you speak,<BR> No kiss did you give, no hugs for the pain, looks like I failed to reach you again.<P>( comments welcomed)<BR>------------------<BR>Deb<BR>------------------------<BR>I could have missed the pain, but I'd have had to miss the dance- His Garthness Garth Brooks - The Dance<P><p>[This message has been edited by not again (edited June 15, 1999).]

Your poem really touched me. It is beautiful and moving and sincere. Good luck!<P>