Before all this happened,<BR> Before you decided to hurt me again<BR> All that I wanted was to be your wife and your friend.<BR> Way do you keep doing this you say it's not the sex, is it because they have all been younger than me , I wonder who will be next.<BR> This hurts more than mere words can express, I wish I could get rid of this cold weight that sits on my chest.<BR> Too many years, too much pain has gone by,<BR>now all I seem to do is sit and cry.<BR> What you don't understand is that newest pain has opened the old wounds once again,<BR> You want me to let go to just forget, to act like this didn't happen again, like you didn't look me in the face and lie. <BR> I can't do it this time because it has happened before,<BR> But you have to realise I can't do this anymore, <P>------------------<BR>Deb<BR>------------------------<BR>I could have missed the pain, but I'd have had to miss the dance- His Garthness Garth Brooks - The Dance<P>