The cloud……<P>The cloud of despair, my oldest friend, has tracked me down and found me again.<BR>Billowing blackness like a thundercloud, which has me tight in its shroud.<BR>Dulling my senses against love and pain, my long lost friend has found me again.<BR>Once a man with eyes so bright, a future to live and a loving wife.<BR>Shoulders heavy, the burden of pride, wondering now if I'm still alive.<BR>Going through motions from day to day with no desire to grow old and gray.<BR>