This was written for me by a young friend at work who saw my pain.<P>Only A Man (from Jeremy)<P>A special one<BR>and always true<BR>she was loved<BR>and God, she knew.<P>One to live for <BR>all my life<BR>like no other<BR>a special wife.<P>Yet now because <BR>of choices made<BR>something's changed<BR>and she has strayed.<P>I loved her true<BR>and always will<BR>I'm frozen as<BR>my heart stands still.<P>And now she's left<BR>but still she's here<BR>a special thing<BR>that I hold dear.<P>And yet it hurts<BR>that she's so far<BR>once within reach<BR>now a dull star.<P>Such pain and anguish<BR>flows through my vains<BR>what did I do<BR>to deserve all these pains?<P>What happened here<BR>in this good life?<BR>How did it come <BR>this grief and strife?<P>And Lord I ask<BR>with a deep sigh<BR>how does this happen<BR>and tell me "why?"<P>What to do now<BR>when all is lost?<BR>Confused and hurt,<BR>ferociously tossed.<P>God will guide me <BR>and provide <BR>a means to make it<BR>and to abide.<P>My friends will be there<BR>and all will pray<BR>with God on our side<BR>it goes His way.<P>For he does know me<BR>and has a plan<BR>He is God<BR>and I'm only a man.<P><p>[This message has been edited by Malcomb (edited October 18, 1999).]

Malcomb,<P>Thanks very much for sharing that. It says a lot. You have a very dear friend there.<P><P>------------------<BR>God bless you and all of us.<P>Samantha<BR>

Samantha,<BR>Thank you, yes, he has a most sensitive heart.<P><BR>------------------<BR>Malcomb<P><BR><p>[This message has been edited by Malcomb (edited October 19, 1999).]