Not exactly a poem but...<P><B>P</B>...is for the <B>PAIN</B> you helped bring to me and my family<BR><B>A</B>...is for the <B>AGONY</B> that I feel everyday<BR><B>M</B>...is for the <B>MISERY</B> your presence brought to my beloved husband and I.<BR><B>E</B>...is for the <B>ENVY</B> I feel at the thought of my husband touching your body and you his<BR><B>L</B>...is for the <B>LYING</B> your presence brought into an honest mans mouth<BR><B>A</B>...is for the <B>ANXIETY</B> that is present in the moments I fall asleep with and wake up with<P><B>M</B>...is for the <B>MARRIAGE</B> you tried so hard to destroy<BR><B>A</B>...is for the <B>AILING</B> spirit my child feels with the thought of you.<BR><B>R</B>...is for the <B>REPREHENSIBLE</B> behavior you displayed with only thoughts of yourself<BR><B>Y</B>...is for the <B>YEARNING</B> I fight everyday to destroy you<P><B>B</B>...is for the <B>BLAME</B> I take on everyday that you came into our lives<BR><B>E</B>...is <B>ELICIT</B> affair that you had with my husband<BR><B>L</B>...is for the <B>LONGING</B> I have to make the memory of you to go away for me<BR><B>L</B>...is for the <B>LOVE</B> I still feel for my husband, that you didn't have the power to destroy<P>Put it all together and it spells...<BR><B>Pamela Mary Bell</B>...a name I wish he or I had never known.<P>If any of you knows her I hope you now forwarned and know what she is really about.<P>------------------<BR>God bless you and all of us.<P>Samantha<BR><p>[This message has been edited by Samantha-MI (edited December 01, 1999).]