No one could possibly know the pain i feel<BR>But i know there are many who do<BR>Just like i believe God can heal the destrution of my life<BR>Still its so hard to see or feel<P>I hide from the world out here<BR>A no mans land paradise<BR>Just God and me and some animals<BR>Theres a river of tears that i cry<P>I feel hope sometimes in my heart<BR>I want to die sometimes in my head<BR>Im not sure where to start<BR>So i'll cry to God on my bed<P>I have lost everything dear to my heart<BR>What am i still holding on to<BR>I used to hear life is so hard<BR>Now i live that painful truth<P>I have salvation and i want to go home<BR>Dont want to live in this cold dark world anymore alone<BR>Dont tell me God is all i need<BR>Cause He never seems close enough to me<P>I know the truth and it really does hurt<BR>But im not blameless and rightiuous like Job<BR>I need someone to carry this cross now<BR>I've collapsed on the side of the road

This was absolutely beautiful. I love to see someone let God be in the midst of writing from the heart. I'd love to hear more of your poems and would love to share some of mine. Send me an email if you'd like.<BR>maine10a@aol.com