Years ago, you met as friends<BR>When you were still married<BR>To your former wife<BR>She needed your help to study<BR>Or maybe she just needed you<BR>To cut thru her pain like a knife.<P>She stood by you then<BR>To help you survive<BR>The pain of divorce-<BR>A marriage no longer alive.<P>I guess she must have held your hand<BR>Told you how well she could understand.<BR>She, to you, was so charming and sweet<BR>You must have kissed her from her head to her feet.<P>What a great Anatomy teacher you must have been!<BR>"Here are your hips, Kristen,<BR>And here are your lips<BR>Here are your thighs, <BR>Look into my eyes, dear<BR>And learn - I'm here to teach<BR>And I'm here to touch<BR>Because I find myself wanting you so much"<P>You could want her again.<P>And so it went, your time with the girl<BR>Who helped you to reglue your shattered world.<BR>You told me how much she'd given you<BR>So much more than you were able to.<BR>She taught you how to love and trust again<BR>Yet you mistreated her, you weren't a good friend.<P>Eventually, your time together ended.<BR>There have been many other girls who you have since 'befriended'<P>I still do not know how exactly you were unjust,<BR>But your finding her again was a must.<BR>So for years now, you have stopped to look-<BR>Now her e-mail and phone number have a special place burned in your address book.<P>As your wife, it's my job to trust<BR>Never thinking you'll succumb to rekindled lust.<BR>But you ask too much when you say you wish to confide<BR>Things in her that I'd rather you hide.<BR>Things about our past - what I did to you.<BR>Yes, I am deeply ashamed of what I did do.<P>She helped you through your pain once, <BR>SURE she'll 'help' you again.<BR>I'm not so sure you need this kind of friend.<P>You say because it happened before <BR>That the danger of it happening again with her is no more.<BR>You know the warning signs from when it happened last.<BR>Besides, your feelings for her are long buried in the past.<P>To trust or not to trust -<BR>I cannot make up my mind<BR>I keep seeing you<BR>Leaving me behind.<P>I do not trust this woman you call 'friend'<BR>I will watch her closely till the bitter end.<BR>Every move she makes will be scrutinized<BR>Every word I hear will be anylized.<BR>And our marriage she'd best recognize.<P>You were so quick to let her in your heart<BR>And I'm watching you do it again.<BR>You're so willing to open up our private lives to her.<BR>Why not talk to another friend?<BR>Do you really think she can fix anything for you?<BR>What good will telling her do?<BR>It make me so angry to think there's something that she can make happen that I can't seem to for you!<P>It's painfully obvious<BR>To you she is still 'special'<BR>More special than me<BR>Or special in a different way.<P>As much as I've taken<BR>I cannot share<BR>This time it's my heart that may be breaking<BR>And no one would care<BR>Because of what I did.<P><BR> <P><BR>
