This poem is no more.<p>[This message has been edited by yuki miaka (edited October 30, 2000).]

wow,<BR>that was powerful!<P>I see that you are harbouring alot of anger, and resentment, and from what I read, with good reason.<P>I hope that in writing this you are able to release at least some of that anger, and begin to heal yourself.<P>Poetry is powerful stuff, and a great release, I hope everything works out for the best for you and your son, hopefully your husband will be with you on your journey.<P>Mike

Hi, had12many:<P> <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR><B>I see that you are harbouring alot of anger, and resentment, and from what I read, with good reason.</B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P>You are correct. As far as I'm concerned, my husband is doing this to me on purpose.<P> <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR><B>I hope that in writing this you are able to release at least some of that anger, and begin to heal yourself.</B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P>Come to think of it, I'm feeling a bit better. I've decided that I'm going to make <B>Raw Feelings</B> a series. I've already finished two more.<P> <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR><B>Poetry is powerful stuff, and a great release, I hope everything works out for the best for you and your son, hopefully your husband will be with you on your journey.</B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P>Thank you very much. I pray that everything will work out too, but I fear that I'm going to grow so tired of him one day that it's may be too late....<P>

{{{Miaka}}}:<P>I feel so sad to see your pain, but I am glad that you have found a forum to release it.<P>The pain of current situation in your marriage must be very great. Don't wait for your husband to change to be happy--find ways to make yourself happy. The only person you can hope to affect is yourself.<P>Keep writing, Miaka.<P>All the best. --HBC

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by HurtButCoping:<BR><B>{{{Miaka}}}:<P>I feel so sad to see your pain, but I am glad that you have found a forum to release it.<P>The pain of current situation in your marriage must be very great. Don't wait for your husband to change to be happy--find ways to make yourself happy. The only person you can hope to affect is yourself.<P>Keep writing, Miaka.<P>All the best. --HBC</B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P>Hi, HBC. Thanks for reading this. You are right about the pain. It's almost unbearable, but I'm trying to cut myself off from it. I hate to cry because it makes my son sad.<P>I've decided awhile back that I wasn't going to wait for my husband because he decided awhile back that he was going to do just what he wanted to do. I'm still going to be all those things that I told you about on that other post. I'm going to try, with or without him.<P>Thanks, HBC<BR>Miaka<P>

I read what u wrote with incredibly sadness because I am a WS. I m living the hurt i caused to my wife by reading u words. I m desperated to regain my marriage; i m hurt by my foolishness but now i know my wife feels mega times mega worse.<BR>just want to say to all WS "when u get married u r taking away someone's life n mixing it with urs to make it better. When u hurt them u r extinguishing their lifes as well.'

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by wsgpbjlt:<BR><B>I read what u wrote with incredibly sadness because I am a WS. I m living the hurt i caused to my wife by reading u words. I m desperated to regain my marriage; i m hurt by my foolishness but now i know my wife feels mega times mega worse.<BR>just want to say to all WS "when u get married u r taking away someone's life n mixing it with urs to make it better. When u hurt them u r extinguishing their lifes as well.'</B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P>You are so right. I hope you feel better. <BR>