Dr. Harley are you there?,<BR>Do you hear my plea?,<BR>Can you know the answers?,<BR>Can you really help me?<BR>He said he loved to hear my views,<BR>To see the world through my eyes,<BR>He said he was a family man,<BR>But he was in disguise.<BR>He said that he'd be happy, <BR>With a wife that loved him so,<BR>With special little children,<BR>To love and watch them grow.<BR>He said that most important,<BR>Was a family and love,<BR>He said that he believed in God,<BR>I thanked my God above.<BR>I listened to his needs and dreams,<BR>I sculptured dreams come true,<BR>I put my studies all aside,<BR>Gave him love and baby blue.<BR>I struggled all alone, <BR>Far from family and friends,<BR>Then came his cherished little girl,<BR>But dreams had come to ends.<BR>He didn't want to hear me talk,<BR>I was boring and I babbled,<BR>And if I tried to question him,<BR>His ire was most rattled.<BR>My heart severely broke in two,<BR>When the baby boy arrived,<BR>He told me that unfortunately, <BR>He still did not feel luck was on his side,<BR>He agreed to so many plans,<BR>Oh yes I'll agree to that!<BR>And every time he falls on down, <BR>A week or two at that.<BR>Counselling and books galore,<BR>I've struggled to save us all,<BR>I sit alone wondering,<BR>How long the final fall.<BR>I've given all I've got to give,<BR>And yet it's not enough,<BR>He doesn't care who I am,<BR>He's really had enough.<BR>He'd rather choose to work away,<BR>Than join the daily grind,<BR>He has a choice but we're not it,<BR>We've been left behind.<BR>Tell me Dr. Harley, <BR>Can you you tell me how,<BR>I'm supposed to give him more,<BR>When every day's a row?<BR>When he only ever touches me,<BR>In hope of something more,<BR>When he shows no interest in my lot,<BR>When I'm tired or feeling sore.<BR>How can I not feel anger,<BR>When he takes so much from me,<BR>When all the promises disappear,<BR>When dreams can not be seen.<BR>How can I not feel resentment,<BR>When I give him heart and soul,<BR>But his interest in me,<BR>Is contained to bed and bowl,<P><p>[This message has been edited by chickaba (edited March 10, 2001).]