Looking back....<P>I see a beautiful young girl,<BR>smile so bright, it lights up the world.<P>I feel a warm gentile touch,<BR>from a soft caring hand that loved me way too much.<P>Looking back....<P>Now the smile is gone...where did it go....<BR>where did I go wrong..... how come I didn't know.<P>The tears, the pain... the sleepless nights,<BR>Why didn't I listen then....now alone with fright.<P>Looking back...<P>I didn't have to be that way....<BR>I could have made things right....<BR>with a little effort then on my part,<BR>I wouldn't be now trying to mend your broken heart.<P>I see the pain I caused you,<BR>I cannot just say the words to make you heal.<BR>I need you to see the changes in me<BR>that reflect how I truly feel.<P>Looking back....<P>I see pain and sorrow....<P>Looking ahead, I see a blissful tommorrow....<P><BR>I love you.....please give me this one last chance to prove myself.... Oh God.... I pray...help me <BR>