I am going through an affair. My wife of 14 years is currently involved with another. She says they are only friends. This pain is great. I wrote this poem. It expresses much feeling about me.<P>Where<P>Days pass by with lonely reflection<BR>Confusing thoughts of no direction<BR>Shadows darken, fills my heart<BR>With every moment we’re apart<P>Where? Has gone loves spring rain<BR>To have you hold me once again<BR>Two hearts has love’s passion thrown<BR>Where? Has gone loves moments known<P>Where? Beneath does our love hide<BR>Within the grip of sorrows pride<BR>Where? Once our love like Eagles fly<BR>Where? Buried deep does it lie.<P>So ever wanting to spread its wings<BR>To soar the winds your love brings<BR>Upon our hearts has sorrow cast<BR>The darkened shadows of the past<P>Where? Passion shared begins to whither<BR>Like bitter cold of resentments winter<BR>Where does hide the love within?<BR>That longs to be free and live again<P> May 16, 2001<P>