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Why did you lie?<BR> You made me cry<BR> You made me lie<BR> You nearly made me die<P>I chose the wrong thing<BR> Your song to sing<BR> Stupid mess of everything<BR> That's what I made<P>But I prayed<BR> I confessed<BR> I chose to stop<BR> living under duress<P>I chose to be<BR> The true person<BR> Inside of me<BR>Accepting <BR> Gratefully<BR> The reality<BR> Of my husband's love for me<P>You said I taught you to love again<BR> You lied, you hurt me<BR> You robbed my heart and brought it pain<P>Some days I think of you<BR> And wonder if you will ever do<BR> The right thing<BR> If you will ever sing<BR> A song of love so true<BR> If someone can see past your illness<BR> If you will let a girl really love you<P>Most days I choose to keep you<BR> Off my mind<BR> For now I find<BR> I am no longer blind<BR>I see THE LIGHT<BR> shining more than bright<BR> I take delight<BR> in living right<BR> In loving those who love me<BR> In devoting myself to my family<P>You are history<BR> Unresolved mystery<BR> But you taught me well<BR> How foolish to taste of hell<P>I am healing,<BR> Breathing, feeling<BR> Light revealing<BR> I am worthy of so much more<BR> Before me now,<BR> new life and an open door...<P>Miriam aka Fresh Start<P>
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It might seem strange to reply to me but I just wanted to explain to any readers that this poem is not meant for OM's eyes. I needed to write it for me. I am committed to no contact with OM.<P>Thanks!
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I don't know why I'm here. I've posted on every other forums on this site - so why not leave one here.<P>I like your poem - especially the ending! You take care of yourself, okay?
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SKM, I've missed you so much. I haven't been able to keep up that well lately with MB. I am still in pain but doing a lot better. How are you doing?<P>I hate having thoughts of OM. It hurts so much. I think I am moving forward in forgiving myself and then it all comes back like the tide washing backward. We are in the process of moving and have incredible miracles. I will email you asap.<P>Thanks for being there for me. Things really are good for the most part. Thanks be to God!<BR>
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WOW..... very much like you said my W would feel... I see here in there.... very touching...thank you...give me perspective on things she may be thinking.....<P>God Bless...
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You rpoem touched me deeply. Good luck<BR>
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