Weeks ago, my wife of 9 years told me that she has slept with another man. The time we had close before she had the affair was really bad on both of us. I can clearly see that she is heart broken of what she has done, more then I am. Here is a poem I have written while drowning in my tears. I hope you enjoy it.. To my wife, I am still deeply in-love with you. <P>Sea of Love<P><BR>Love echoes through these empty halls<BR>Remembrance of lovers long past<BR>Passions flare as they embrace<BR>Winds of love fill the mast<P>Thousands of ships called love<BR>Floating out to sea<BR>Sad to know only a few<BR>Have a chance to be<P>Storms will come to test these ships<BR>Ripping one by one at sea<BR>To end all hopes<BR>Of love that was not to be<P>Cries of pain as lovers drown<BR>Survivors swim to find another<BR>Waves of jealousy and resentment attack<BR>Breaking the trekking lovers<P>Love echoes through these empty halls<BR>Remembrance of lovers long past<BR>Rare indeed but true<BR>Some ships sail the sea and last<BR>

Kromel, your pain is heard in your poems. How are things going now? I hope things work out for you and your W. I am a WS in recovery for about 4+ mos now. It is horrible to overcome my shame and realize how I disappointed everyone--H, my family, myself worst of all, my God, my church...yet people have been loving me like crazy esp H. It is hard to receive when you feel undeserving but I hope you can do that as it sounds to me in your words, that you have a tremendous deep love for your W. Don't give up on her, OK?<P>It is a long journey but I pray your patience and continued faithful love toward her will bring healing to your M. <P>------------------<BR>Fresh Start