Lost Forever<P>Time passes by, like a mid summer breeze<BR>Days turn to hours and hours turn to weeks<BR>I sit here alone, clouded in confusion<BR>Wishing the last eight months, was just an illusion<BR>The pain and anger have left me for now<BR>Yet the loneliness and sadness linger somehow<BR>I am trying to find the self, I have left behind<BR>Now I’m afraid, emptiness is all I find<BR>I fear, I am lost forever in this place<BR>I search for my pride, dignity and grace<BR>I find myself longing to feel loved by you<BR>Missing the special things you used to do<BR>I silently call out to you in the night<BR>Searching wearily, with no end in sight<BR>It’s like I am lost in a forest <BR>can’t see through the trees<BR>As the dense fog surrounds me <BR>Loving you, needing you, wanting you so<BR>All the while never letting you know...<BR>How close I am to letting you go<BR>I’ve given all I can, to fill your needs<BR>My heart breaks, my eyes tear, my sole bleeds<BR>I don’t know if I will find my way home<BR>I am lost in confusion, sad and alone<BR><p>[This message has been edited by eyes_wide_shut (edited August 28, 2001).]

Yes, I can SOOOO relate to this one. I feel exactly like that most of the time.<P>(((((((((((((((((EWS))))))))))))))))))))<P>I can see your soul crying, but how can we give it a Kleenex? By doing what you're doing, getting it out here at "Poems".<P>I might post something I wrote for my mother later.<P>Take care.

Yes, I can SOOOO relate to this one. I feel exactly like that most of the time.<P>(((((((((((((((((EWS))))))))))))))))))))<P>I can see your soul crying, but how can we give it a Kleenex? By doing what you're doing, getting it out here at "Poems".<P>I might post something I wrote for my mother later.<P>Take care.