I Held a Jewel<BR>by Emily  Dickinson <P><BR>I held a jewel in my fingers<BR>And went to sleep <BR>The day was warm, and winds were prosy<BR>I said, "Twill keep" <P>I woke - and chide my honest fingers, <BR>The Gem was gone<BR>And now, an Amethyst remembrance<BR>Is all I own<BR>

DISAPPEAR<P>A love that was reached so far within your soul, that you could not give your heart back. A love that was destined to fail before you even started. A god that had two people destined to be together. A god that lets his children have free- will. A husband that cannot live with the truth, a wife that cannot live with the lie.<P>Satan steps in, his wickedness, sees a weak soul, like the evil he is, he turns them away from each other. She longs for his soul, he longs for peace and quiet. Everyday they distance further and further apart, and one day, they just…disappear.<P>Marriage is two souls combining into one. That is what they both wanted when they took those solemn vows, for better or for worse. Two souls driving each other apart. Two hearts cannot connect as one. She cant trust him, and he cant cope anymore. Everyday their love just…disappears.<P>He thinks he deserves respect, and she thinks he deserves something much worse. She cannot feel love, yet she knows the feel of bitterness. Each day Satan does his duty to keep them at war, and each day and each night she cries and does not know how or where to go. He just…. Disappears.<P>She knows she cannot live like this. Three years has gone by of tearing each other down. She is bitter and she is hurt, and Satan does his job, and each day they feel more apart and alone then ever before. She knows that one day she will just have to… disappear.<BR>