She tries to navigate <BR>as emotions crash against her brain<BR>Eroding her beaches of <BR>self confidance.<P>She listens intently <BR>for the calm ticking of her heart<BR>Only to be rewarded <BR>With Screams of agony <BR>From Fear, rejection and hurt<P>She tries valantly <BR>to not load the guns of<BR>revenge and retaliation<P>As she tries to sail<BR>through the emotion filled waters <BR>of love.<P>-Kat-