I see you when I go out side<BR>the green of the leaves reminds me of your eyes.<P>Eyes that could never want another man<BR>in the days when you wanted to hold my hand.<P>The mountains remind me of a heart so big<BR>makes me hate myself for what I did.<P>The sun is the golden in your hair<BR>the calm of your voice is in the midnight air.<P>These days I rember are in my past<BR>but my love for you will always last.<P>For when I walk outside again<BR>I'll be reminded of the days when we should of been friends<P>Friends I had far and wide<BR>but my best friend should of been the one by my side.<P>The feeling of shame will be with me untill I have died.<BR>because everyday I go outside.