This is not a poem, sorry. This is just a bunch of words and thoughts. I needed to send it somewhere...just to get it out.<p>I am here
I breathe
but at this moment I feel nothing
or I feel too much.<p>I am tired
maybe that is why I don't see anything in front of me.
Not today, only one long moment after another...
waiting for the next to arrive.
Not tomorrow, as it is too draining to consider.<p>Pushed from out side of myself
work to be done...
Projects to research...
labor to finish...<p>Pushed from inside
emotions yelling and screaming
I am tired - tired of trying to understand
trying to cope.<p>I wish there were somewhere to go
to find silence and peace
Quietness that would enter my mind and body -a place where I could lay back, rest and
forget this pain.