I have robbed you of your faith
Smashed you into dust and pulverized you for your kindness
Pushed you onto the path of wretched death and watched you walk away
I gave you garments of shame and despair and lusted as you wore them
I corrupted you in all ways as I told you I loved you
And when you were lost to me for all time I realized the iniquity that consumed me
The rage that could not be quelled and it’s slow spill into our life
I have victimized you in my selfish indifference and fooled even myself that I loved you
Yet now my eyes have been opened
I have found God, and he strengthens me
I ask him continually to save you
I pray he will help me right my grievous wrongs
Please God help me call her back from that dark lonely road for I cannot do it alone
Please God help me love her as she deserves and help me find true forgiveness
Lord, let not you child stray any longer in the wilderness I beg you if such is your will.