Every day you must see it in my eyes.
The sadness, the disappointment,
the questions.
Why?
Why did you do this to me?
Why did you tear out my heart
and destroy my world?<p>Every day you see it
because every day I think -
of the lies
the betrayal
of you with someone else.<p>Every day you must see it in my eyes.
The tears, the fears
and the exhaustion.
Of not being able to sleep
because I think of you.
I always think of you
and of us.<p>When my eyes close I see us -
on our first date,
on our wedding day,
with a newborn in our arms.<p>My eyes have seen too much.
My ears have heard things that
I never though they'd hear.
My mouth is saying things
I never thought it would say.<p>You are acting in a way that is foreign to me.
A stranger who is my husband,
a stranger who is the father of my children,
a stranger who used to be my best friend.<p>What happened to you?
Where did you go?