I started coming here 4 years ago. Ups and Downs and all the biggest roller coasters. 4 years and this is what I now know.....

Nothing matters.
Yet every little thing does.
I know you've been 100% exactly where I am now.
I can't be certain I was where you are.

I'm helpless,
hopelessly in love,
excited for the tomorrows,
desperate to avoid them too,
couldn't be happier with who I am and the woman I cherish,
long to spend every waking moment by her side,
complete when I feel her next to me when I sleep,
empty with a single thought,
confident,
terrified,
proud,
vulnerable,
accepting,
excepting,
expecting and wondering,
giving something not easy to give...myself,
regretting,
but probably most important of all.... understanding the best my heart will allow.

Stevie B

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