uncertain future
By: joseph skryzmoski

I miss my wife who used to be
so in love and crazy for me
through no fault of yours, its been all mine
the love we've had, now lies here dying

My past issues got in my way
they made it hard to live each day
I've become a victim of my lack of trust
lived in a fantasy world ruled by lust

I havent told you not near enough
your beautiful, i love you, and all that stuff
that should have been said every single day
till now its too late , you may go away

the words i speak i know wont do
they can make up for pain i caused you
only through actions can i hope to show
in time you'll see my love for you again will grow

one day in time you will see
my true self, the inner me
not the person you known the past few years
not the one who has caused you tears

my true self is hard to find
I know, ive searched for him so many times
he needs to be found, now more than ever
to show you i need with you a life together.

Im sorry reesie, i love you