Life was good
We understood
Then you decided
You wanted more
While I was with child
You played around
You took what you wanted
When you had the chance
From whom ever would give it
No matter the circumstance
You blamed me
To justify it to yourself
I grew lonely and miserable
Wondering what was wrong
I confronted you about my feeling
You screamed and yelled
Left my mind reeling
So I dismissed my gut feeling
I trusted you
You were my life
I thought I was special
As your wife
The signs were there
I just didn’t see
‘Cause I was where I wanted to be
Then I caught you in the act
Now I knew
I had the facts
I went thorough hell on my way back
I forgave you and tried
With all my heart
But I was damaged
From the start
The trust has gone
For good this time
You can’t even treat me civilized
Your ups and downs
I cannot take
You’re nice one minute
And mean the next
It’s so confusing
To live like this
You play around with people’s hearts
You mess with my mind
I cannot be what you want
And do the things you need
For I’m wounded and broken
And need fixed you see
You live in cycles
I can’t take any more damage
There will be nothing left to salvage
I’m deeply sorry for the pain
I know that I am partly to blame
I feel I’ve done all I can do
Your life now
Is up to you.