This one isn't very good- I wrote it real late, and it was just an attempt to sort through my feelings. I'm just posting it just in case it can help someone else sort through theirs.

I don’t know

Two month now since we said goodbye
We haven’t spoken
And I don’t know why
I can’t figure out just how I feel
You moved on the second I walked away
Didn’t pretend to be sad Or miss me in
any way
I guess you never were really there after all
I don’t know how
I was so wrong about you
I’m still wondering
If it’s something I didn’t do
I don’t know
why I wasn’t enough
And I don’t know
why love has to be so tough
I’m not sad, but I’m crying and blue
I’m not happy, but I’m glad we’re through
These feelings are driving me out of my head
I wish I knew how I felt instead, and yet
I think all this uncertainty
Keeps me focused on me
I can’t just turn away
Say goodbye
and get on with my day
the way you seem to be doing
so well
I still don’t know
what you wanted me to be
When our love was new
and you wanted to be with me
How you can just walk away
Forget about us and just
Go and play

I don’t know why you lie
How you laid down all t’nights beside me
And watched me
Cry

And I guess I’ll never know
why