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... a song from my latest project...
Falling in the Water
someone help me, not to fall into the water
there are no more, tears that i have to offer, to you dear
when you left me, all alone to drown in my own tears
made me wonder, what had happened through the years
was it a lie, or decipt from the inside, of your truth
i guess it don't matter, and there ain't no understanding you...
so run away
and leave me here in pain to tell my tale
my heart's been broken, but my soul is not for sale
tell me what you're feeling, so i know if you're alive inside
stop your world, and let me off this crazy ride...
someone help me, not to drink away my sorrows
because the answers, are not in empty bottles
now i'm stranded, deep inside my mind
finding answers, i did not want to find
that the truth is usless, when they turn and they walk away
it don't make no difference, what you do or what you say...
after all these things, we say to one another
it kind of makes me wonder, why we even bother, anymore
it's all over now, and nothing really matters, right here
because you think that leaving me, was the best thing that ever happened, to you dear...
so, someone help me, not to fall into the water
there are no more, tears that i have to offer, to you dear
when you left me, all alone to drown in my own tears
made me wonder, what had happened... through the years
samm
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Samm, I feel your pain and know how you feel. But don't despair you are not alone and we will help each other!
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hey obi,
thanks for the support... your poems are what inspired me to post one of my songs here... i started on my journey back in 9/03 and have come such a long way since then... my D will be finalized in 4/05... WW is still living with OM (since she left)... i tried my hardest to recover the M... but i lost hope of ever being happy with her ever again and she no longer has any love for me or desire to be with me...
i have actually been very happy as of late (i still have moments) and out of this expirience was born an entire album of music and a lifetime of personal growth... your style of writting seems a lot like mine... purged emotional energy... writting and performing these songs have really enable me to rid myself of much of the negativity... can't wait to read your next...
be well...
samm
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Hey Samm, let me know if your CD is available anywhere. I would love to buy it. My D-Day was just before x-mas and I am still struggeling as you can see. My H says he wants to get the feelings back he once had for me, but I am struggling to believe that. I am a very emotional person and found myself as well to be able to express and get rid off the negative emotions in my writing. My posted poems I wrote all in a matter of 30 min., so I leave it to your imagination what state I was in! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" /> I am looking also looking forward to some more of yours, because it great! You touched my soul!
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hey obi,
CD is being reproduced as we speak (only promos/demos are available now)... should be 30 days or so to the full production pieces for distribution... it will then be available on cdbaby... there are two versions... solo acoustic and full band...
d-day is one of the strangest daze... i am sorry to hear you are hurtin'... i wouldn't be the one to tell you that it won't hurt... it does... and right before x-mas, no less... my W and i were married on the winter solstice, so now when x-mas comes, all the memories come rushing back... my WW actually came to me with similar 'i want to get the feelings back', but i doubted her, too... after all the lies... then i found out her and the OM were fighting for awhile around that time... she apparently has not changed one bit... same problems we had in the M...
i can tell you are very emotional by your expresiveness... similar to mine... i am the same way.. but i have been on my journey for over 16 months... time does heal... and writting does it for me... purge... purge... purge... i give my pain out to the crowds of people who come to the shows... let them take it home with them... the Lord knows i don't need it anymore...
let's see... what state were you in... anger maybe??? lol... know it well...
I am glad I touched you... i will post more soon...
be well
samm
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Please let me know as soon as it is available, ok?! cdbaby, do they deliver to the UK, do you know? Funny really - a german girl living in the UK and posting things on a USA/International site!LOL
Take care
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obi,
cdbaby ships to everywhere... i will let you know the info as soon as the cd is ready... G-girl living in the UK... thats cool... the internet has certainly made the world smaller... we can chat with people all over the world... there is always a common thread...
be well
samm
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