There are so many things that I need to pray for, but will only limit to a few. I will be reading this forum frequently and praying for those who need additional prayers as well. This is a great idea. So many of us do feel that prayer is the last straw for some of our relationships.
Please pray for my DH. He is hurting so badly from the pain that I have cause due my affair(s) (One before we were married, unfortunately the other while I was pregnant with third child). He is so bitter and angry and I cant seem to help him. He needs God's strength to move on and learn to forgive. I know I was amess until I found the Lord again. It took a lot to come back to him (Lord) after I had betrayed him too. But my life is getting bette within myself and I am so greatful for this.
Also pray for our three children, although they are young (5,3, &1), they are still being hurt from the fighting going on in their home. Please pray that God will protect them from this awful situation that I have put them in, and take care of them. Allow them to see the right way to be in life and not to make the same mistake I have made.
And lastly, please pray for me. I am so confused as to what to do in my marriage. The affair has been over for over 1 1/2 years, and no contact has been made, but my H cant seem to stop hurting. I am not asking for us to forget it, I know this is not possible, but I need the strength from God to do the right thing. Is the right thing to stay in the house and make my H miserable, and hope that some day he will learn to love me again, and show my kids that this behavior is ok, or do I leave, and walk out on everything I hold so dear, my H, my kids. I need God's strength to do what is best for everbody, and if that means leaving, I will need even more strength to get through the nights without my children.
My faith in the Lord has not always been the best, but in the last year, I have grown to really love the Lord. I draw more and more strength, when I step foot into the church for an hour. I feel at peace for an hour a week. I feel safe. I wish I could get my H to go to the Lords house and find peace for a brief moment.
I am sorry for the long post, but this thread is something has been needed for a long time. I think it will be very beneificial for everyone, and what a wonderful way to share your love of the Lord and your belief in Miracles.
If we could, when a prayer is answered, please post them here. For those of us looking for brighter days, it will help to know that our praryers are helping you
To all of you out there, God Bless