I feel so sad and depressed right now that I am ready to give up everything. He wants to continue having a relationship with her, and doesn't seem to realize or care what that does to me. I don't want our marriage to end so please pray that I won't let the sadness and depression that I feel destroy my love for him and my resolve to make our marriage work.<P>------------------<BR>NICOLE<BR>

Nicole.......please don't let the sadness take control......I asked to Lord to be with you. Please, please try to find the good in something today.....one thing of good for one moment of sadness you feel today. Please???

Tankyou for your prayers they are appreciated. I will try to look for the good and not rely on my strength so much but God's.<P>------------------<BR>NICOLE<BR>

My Prayer for you:<BR>Father, for your glory and for Your Glory alone, Touch my sister and lift her heart up to see that Glory. Consume her in your precious and powerful overcoming Love. You are her source. You provide for her every need. You are now her strength and high tower. I command the blessing to swiftly overtake the burdens she is carrying and bring her Your Light and Comfort as only You can. I thank you that you care for her so much she doesn't even feel the least bit threatened by the attacks of the evil one. Your Word says in 1 Corinthians 10:13 that you will never test us beyond the point we are able to bear, but that You will make a way to escape that we may be able to bear it. Thank You Father for hearing us when we ask according to your will. And if we know that you hear us, then we have the things we ask for. Thank You for giving Nicole strength at this time in her life. Thank You for drawing her to Yourself. Thank You for wrapping Your strong arms around her and giving her peace.<BR> In Jesus Mighty Name<P>------------------<BR>John

Thank-you John for reminding me that it is not my strength but HIS that will get me through this. It is something I know but often forget.<P>------------------<BR>NICOLE<BR>

Dear Lord bless my sister. Heal the hurt, most of all give her direction and wisdom in this most heartbreaking trial. You said Lord that you would make a way where there seems to be now way. Make a way for her Lord, Open up the darkness that she is in and allow your light to shine in. Give her understanding and what it is you are calling for her to see through this trial. Let your peace and joy flood her soul. You are our Prince of Peace, Lord. You are the Mighty Counselor. Be the Prince of Peace for her now oh God. We praise you in all things. For you said that all things, ALL Things work together for good to them that love you.<BR>Thank you Jesus. Amen