Hello..... well my H left..... can't see working on our marriage.. he has OW that lives abroad... its been 6 1/2 months since discovery... he said for him to work on our marriage would be like him asking me to swwim the lenght of the lake 3 times.. it ain't gonna happen" I feel so vey alone today.... I must move his stuff out and write him a letter.... I hate doing this but I have tried plan A to the hilt... yesterday I blew and I just couldn't help it... the hurt and pain is too much for me.... he continues to talk with OW 2-3 times per week... I have no chance, if he keeps talking and planning with her... I feel like he just keeps twisting the knife in me.....<P>Dear Lord.... I pray taht you trouble M----<BR>heart with guilt and shame for what he is doing... wrk on him even as he sleeps... break the bond that M--- and this OW have.. destroy it and and destroy the sexual desire that they have for one another...... please... let my H know that what he is doing is wrong and that this marriage is worth saving.. let him see me in a new light and bring our hearts together as one... just like on our wedding day... when my H promised to love me for ever, to be faithful and true to me. ... I also pray for strenght for me and my children.. I pray for peace and comfort in our hearts... Lord I know I 've said this many times before, Ive put myself in your hands..show me what it is you want for me... guide me...IJN...amen

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by scoick:<BR><B>Hello..... well my H left..... can't see working on our marriage.. he has OW that lives abroad... its been 6 1/2 months since discovery... he said for him to work on our marriage would be like him asking me to swwim the lenght of the lake 3 times.. it ain't gonna happen" I feel so vey alone today.... I must move his stuff out and write him a letter.... I hate doing this but I have tried plan A to the hilt... yesterday I blew and I just couldn't help it... the hurt and pain is too much for me.... he continues to talk with OW 2-3 times per week... I have no chance, if he keeps talking and planning with her... I feel like he just keeps twisting the knife in me.....<P>Dear Lord.... I pray taht you trouble M----<BR>heart with guilt and shame for what he is doing... wrk on him even as he sleeps... break the bond that M--- and this OW have.. destroy it and and destroy the sexual desire that they have for one another...... please... let my H know that what he is doing is wrong and that this marriage is worth saving.. let him see me in a new light and bring our hearts together as one... just like on our wedding day... when my H promised to love me for ever, to be faithful and true to me. ... I also pray for strenght for me and my children.. I pray for peace and comfort in our hearts... Lord I know I 've said this many times before, Ive put myself in your hands..show me what it is you want for me... guide me...IJN...amen</B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE> I do pray that God will prvide you with comfort in this pain. I know that God is letting your H know what he is doing is wrong; but God gives us a free will and in this case H is turning against God`s teaching. Your H will regret this someday and I pray that he will see his sin soon so he can work with you in saving your marriage.<BR>Remember God is with you!<P>

Scoick,<BR>I'm praying with you tonight. The Lord will take care of you. He will answer our prayers. <P>God bless you,<BR>AW<BR>