Been in plan B for a month No contact with H not even on his weekend to see Dylan, my mom gives S to H. Spoke with H last week to discuss S if he needed surgery or not. Which God answered my prayers he doesnt, and some financial issues. He called last night and we had a good conversation. He is only attracted to other women physically. He tells me he needs me to talk to there are things that i only understand. He is still with OW, but is traveling alot. My question is do I stay in plan B or go back to plan A. I do believe that all our prayers are working. I am no longer desperate to have H back. I know that if God thinks it is best for H to be back in our marraige he will see to it. I know that it is in Gods hands and he will provide for Dylan and I. Please keep praying that H will come back and the thorn between OW and H continues to be driven between them. H is considering taking a different territory to get away from OW. Im praying even harder this days.<P>Thanks

I will continue to pray for you and your family. My wife is moving out of the house this week. She was supposed to go to my counselor with me last night, but she never showed up. Said she got busy moving then fell asleep. Since she works 3rd shift, and hadn't had any sleep. When she agreed to go, I thought it was the miracle I had prayed for, but again, she never showed up for the session. I don't know why, but GOD STILL doesn't want me to give up and Tells me in everything I do that HE WILL restore this family and rebuild this marriage. It's hard to have faith and hope when she won't even talk to me at all. I feel so alone, and nowhere to turn to. Please keep praying for us.

Lone Knight <P>It is so hard, my saving grace has been my restored faith in God. I have spoke to our pastor and he has help lead me back to God. I try not to miss Sunday service. Remember when we are at the lowest point God is with us. That has helped me so much. My son also keeps me hopping. Just remember your family and marriage are in my prayers. This web sight has also helped, knowing that there are strangers out there pulling for a family and marriage that they dont even know. I think that is wonderful.<P>H wants to meet on Friday, he also has called tonight to give me new number where he is staying.<p>[This message has been edited by tigger (edited June 27, 2000).]