H is devastated tonight, as he feels OW has really 'played' him. He is expressing little or no trust in any women. He feels I lied to him by not putting him first in our marriage.<P>I won't go into all details, but I do need prayers as we talk more, go into counseling with the pastor who married us, and as we rebuild trust. H is not sure we will want to be together after counseling. He mentions is may be possible, however. Also states that if he felt nothing, he would not be talking to me. We spent 3 hours over coffee today.<P>God can do anything. I want only God's will and timetable.<P>Thanks,<BR>Committed

Committed,<P><BR>My prayers are with you. Good Luck.<P>Michelle

Lord, Your word rings in my ears, "my soul, wait silently upon on the Lord for my expectation is of Him". Please help Committed to wait upon You, to trust You fully while You perform a miracle transformation in her husband, one that can ONLY come from You. Lord, this dear sister loves You and worships You, please give her the desires of her heart. I pray that her husband will turn his life over to You, asking You to heal his hurt. Show him dear Lord that You can and will give him a deep abiding love for his wife. I pray that You direct this husband's path, keeping him from turning left or right, but straight ahead on the path of righteousness. Eliminate the sin of adultery from this man dear Lord. Help him to forgive himself, and let him see that he can trust You. Thank You dear Lord, for the miracles you perform every day in our lives. You are our Redeemer, and Savior, praise You Jesus. IJN AMEN

Thank you, Tigger, and AW,<P>Tommorrow eve (thurs.), we start our joint counseling. The minister who married us will now counsel us. He is well versed in the Bible and family counseling.<P>I feel so fortunate to be doing this. I know there is a long way back, but God knows much more than I, and, yes, He works miracles. I must be certain to wait on him. <P>We still need many prayers. My H has not been in church for a while. <P>Every night I pray for all of you out there.<BR>One of the books I read said when the going gets really tough, pray or help someone else in need. It works. <P>We have an awesome God, and we know He cares for us all.<P>Prayers,<BR>Committed