Hi all If each of you could say a prayers for Dylan and I I would appricate it. S who is 1 was up last night and into everything this morning. I feel im such a mean mother all isay is no. H called to tell me that he faxed some paper work to the company that he needed to. He is under alot of stress with his job, basically if he doesnt make it work he is out a job. To make a long story short he got ugly then called back to aologize. Well Im starting to cry and since most of you know my story Ill just ask for some prayers thanks. Why does he get ugly then in 10 minutes call to tell me he is sorry? <P>Please God help me have the patience that H is asking me to have. Thank you for watching over Dylan and I so far through this mess. I know that this is all in your hands. I know that you do not like divorce. Please drive Satin out of my H live. He tells me he knows what is right but just cant do it (satin lives in him to know whats right but just cant do it. Please have the OW LB continually. I will sit back and NOT LB. H has ask me not to call I will not call him unless he calls me. Please help me do this. Please drive large thorns between H and OW.<P>Amen<P>Thanks for all the prayers. It seems I have one bad day a week. Better then before where it was every day. If anyone has any insight on this anger let me know.

Your H will need to learn the power of the Lord to heal his heart, until He does he may continue the cycles of anger and remorse that make things so difficult for you. I will say a prayer for you today. God Bless.