Hello Everyone,<BR>I usually post on divorce/divorcing or general.For those of you who dont know my story here is an update.<BR>H asked out of the blue for divorce Nov.1999.<BR>H stayed at home ,but had internet EA's ,that I suspected, but had no proof.<BR>H moved out of home and moved internet OW and OC,s from another state and is sharing a apartment with them.H is pursueing a divorce.<BR>We have 2 teen-agers.<BR>Please pray for my emtional healing.That I can have the strength to pull out of my depression.That the pain will end.Please pray to surrender my life to God.Surrender doubts about the future,about how we will survive financially,and where we will end up living.<BR>Help me to forgive H and OW for all the pain they have caused to me,the children,and extended family. Beth <BR>IP<BR>

I know your pain all so well. I am finally getting relief from the pain. God's word gave me my relief and the healing is painful.<BR>But believe someone who had so much pain that they had no place to turn but God. I became a Christian in Feb of this year. It is hard to believe I'm writing this message.<BR>What has helped me the most in learning God's<BR>word and will was a ministry on the internet.<BR>If you haven't been to this site please go it has been a blessing to me. The old me would have not given this site a chance, but<BR>God can change anyone and he can restore any marriage if you will let him. It took this <BR>ministry to show me how to let God do it!<BR>Please give it a try. You will find hope. <A HREF="http://www.restorem.org" TARGET=_blank>www.restorem.org</A> <BR>I will be praying for you and your family.<P><BR>------------------<BR><p>[This message has been edited by gentle (edited October 17, 2000).]

You and your children are in my prayers. Along with your H.