I chaulk this up to the love I have and probably always will have for my STBX husband. I am packing up, and the reality of this divorce thing is hitting the both of us. In a prior post, I told of a conversation I had with the OW. This was a God's send. The thing is, my husband thought that getting a divorce and being fair with the settlement was all he needed to do in order to start his new life over with the OW. By doing these things and becoming the spiritual person he once was, he'd be happy and all would be "lovely" with the OW. I believe that guilt has hit the OW (she had stopped seeing him, hasn't seen him in months)and my husband is realizing how alone he will be. I feel sorry for him, unbelievable, because I, myself am going through a terrible time, and it was all inflicted by him. I quess it is the love I have for him, I truly hate to see him in pain. I wonder if he feels the same way about me? I don't want to stop being that compassionate person I have always been. Please keep me (us) in your prayers, I will not stop praying for a miracle. My marriage was and is worth saving!

Dear Rejected,<P> I am checking in on you.have not forgotten you. You are in my prayers.Beth