Me and h have been trin to conceive for 9 yrs. Last month I thought it had really happened but it didn't. problem is now I feel like I can't continue on. I'm praying that if it God's will to let me conceive. I really need someone to talk to me or if you are in a situation similiar to mine please respond back. I beleive in prayer and also God please pray for my h also.<BR>

I am a stepmother, who gave up the possibility of my own children, to marry my husband (At 4 children of his own, he did not want any more). At the time, the children's mother was not very active in their lives. Now, she is. There are very few days go by that I don't question my decision. I will never have so many experiences that others, who have their own children, will. I often feel very depressed by this. I hope, that you are able to have that experience. I do believe, however, that God calls us to do very special things in this life. Whether you are called to be a mother or, something else, be glad in that and rejoice for it is what God picked you to do. Find joy in other things and other people. I have a God son and I am a neighborhood pivot point for many other children. I am still sad sometimes when I think about what I am missing, but I try to not miss the blessings in the things and people I am involved with. Try not to concentrate on what you are missing, but what you have received. Sometimes, I know, that is very difficult, but no matter what, God loves you and wants you to find joy in his will for your life. You are both in my prayers......