Please keep on praying for H and I as we await word of our transfer Monday or Tuesday--please pray we actually hear by Tuesday at the latest and that the already-made decision is one that will facilitate our marriage to be restored.<P>My husband is recovering better now from radioactive iodine treatment (for thyroid cancer--we hope to get good news this summer) and is helping me feel restored to him.<P>However, it's tough as everyone here knows. Occasionally his anger comes out in very hurtful words that make me feel back to square one again. Also, I need to stop being paralyzed by depression (it is improving) so that I can function at housework, depositing more love units and totally forgive myself. I think I have forgiven myself and then find there is some other barricade. I hope in part that being removed from my present location will help that but I know I must give it to God wherever I live here and now.<P>I thank Him for prayer and so many supportive friends and family in my "offline" life and the few people I've "met" here.<P>Thanks. You are in my heart for your healings and restorations and spiritual growth, also.<P>Love in Christ,<P>------------------<BR>Fresh Start

Glad to hear more good news for your husband. I pray that even more is in your future, both near and further from now. Forgiveness takes time. Be patient and faithful. Things will work out for both you and your family. You're all in my prayers. God bless...

Hi, bridgeovertroubled waters.<P>Yesterday the Lord really ministered some emotional healing as far as my sense of being restored goes. It was beautiful.<P>Now we have to wait until Wednesday at least to hear of our news. the person who handles personnel decisions (the official "appointer"?;o) ) is unfortunately home ill today and it's hoped he will be well enough to work tomorrow. It is so hard waiting. Thanks for your prayers. We are doing our best to hang in there and have to had wait before under less pressured circumstances so know we will survive!<P>thanks!<P>------------------<BR>Fresh Start

Praying for you, fresh start.

Thanks. We are still waiting! <P>Hopefully, we will hear tomorrow regarding our transfer--to those who are praying for our family, I ask prayers for our girls in Grades six and eight (not top students either) to receive grace and help to accept and adapt to any changes brought about.<P>Will be back here soon; hopefully with good news! )<P>------------------<BR>Fresh Start