Please pray for my husband and I. He is British and I am American. We've been married for three years, during which we lived in London, England. I left him last May and returned to my family and friends in America.<P>I left because our relationship had deteriorated to such a degree that I was not sure if I even liked, let alone loved, him anymore. Plus, the fact that I found myself going to bed with the Bible over my chest (hidden beneath the sheets) just in case he decided to kill me in my sleep. Whether he was capable of this or not I will never know as he seemed to be experiencing a six month psychopathic behaviour pattern that was progressively getting worse. I was really frightened and did not know what to do. When he was angry with me, which was every day, he would literally froth at the mouth (I even worried that maybe he was possessed). <P>Anyway, those are only two examples of many experiences that I went through with him. I stayed away and sought counseling for myself for ten months. He also finally sought his own counselling in Britian. We had a lot of hopes and then a lot of failures as we tried to continue contact, but there were times when each of us wanted to divorce the other just from the sheer pain and stress of it all. We both also were so hurt and angry by the others actions that it seemed and still seems at times that we can never forgive the other.<P>However, a strange thing happened to me. No matter how hard I tried to forget him I found I constantly thought of him and worried for him...I missed him. I realized I still loved him but didn't know what to do for I didn't want to live like that anymore. Who wants to live with someone who has the potential to scare them?<P>To make an even longer story shorter; I write to request that anyone and everyone please pray for the reconcilliation of our souls and of our marriage. As we trully love each other and I believe are both good people. For some reason God let us encounter these troubled times and for some reason he has given us hope to reconcile.<P>About a month ago I made a long awaited and agonizing decision but impulsively decided to book a ticket and in two days I returned to England. Since then I have taken a room in a shared house (4 women) which is only down the street from my husband. We spend mostly every day together and most of the time are happy, however, we have a lot of pain, grief, confusion, and anger to work through individually and together as a couple.<P>Please pray for us for I know God would like our marriage to be saved. I am trying my best to do what he would like me to do (God that is) for I do not want to walk against him any more than I already have in my life (and boy, have I). Sometimes I doubt and feel God is giving me signs that my husband and I should not be together but then I think that maybe that is just the world and the devil trying to ruin a potentially great thing. For if we are able to survive and conquer this then I can only imagine with a smile on my face what a great marriage we could have.<P>So I beg of you with kindness to please pray for us. Thanking you in advance!!!!<BR>