Thanks so much for your prayers! H starts a job tomorrow. It's not exactly what he wants to do but it's work and he is feeling so much better about being able to provide again.<P>I have had some real healing in the rift with my parents which apparently was more my perception of things. <P>God continues to bring miracles to our family and I praise Him. Even if they were not material miracles, I thank Him for restoring the greatest treasure to me...the love of my H and kids. They never stopped loving me and even when I was involved in A, I really did still love them but didn't show it or live it right. <P>Some days my dignity is in the dump but more and more He is helping me stand tall. My desire for H is increasing (dangerously lol ) again and I am thankful to be thankful!! Praise God! He is an awesome Father indeed!<P>------------------<BR>Fresh Start

I'm happy things are starting to come together for you.

Me too - we are all blessed here. (Sure, some of our blessings are in disguise... :-) )

Friends, guess what? I went to the Bible study I teach yesterday morning--met this lady who could only come for the one day--she is in school but had an exam to study for that afternoon so decided to treat herself for the AM--someone asked me if I had heard yet from one of the more promising jobs (near my new house) and she told me her brother desperately needs help at his company...a florist distributor...I have no idea what the job is...he has no idea what I can do but told his sister if I am hardworking and motivated, it's mine...I go apply tomorrow morning!<P>Thank You, Jesus! Thank You all too!!<P>I still am on the roller coaster esp with the move (which is now pressured with work hours for both of us and guilt about my ever present procrastination habit) I think it has a lot to do with memories and change and stabs of guilt and hurt from the A pop up...then sometimes almost a sense of pity and concern for OM--having trouble with that but mostly things are on the improving edge incredibly.<P>14 is upset to move a few blocks but another lady at Bible Study yesterday asked if she can take my daughter under her wing to help HER with esteem issues and self-confidence. I am scared witless and yet thrilled out of my mind at the same time! God is SOOOOOO good ALL the time!<P>Have to go check my other 33 messages on email now! And then get cracking with packing

oops..the job is a florist wholesale distributor..don't think they really ship out florists lol <P>------------------<BR>Fresh Start

FS -<P>I am glad, and happy for you. God hears all of our prayers and answers them in his time. Everything he provides. . .

Well, that was weird! I went this morning to apply for the florist supplier mystery job...I overdressed..did not have appointment as I thought..overheard the receptionist on the phone with someone else interested but the r couldn't disclose what the job position is??? Interesting!<P>So I went to (we are so spoiled in Canada) TIM HORTON's <BR>for coffee and to read the ads...found a couple more to try for and touched base with the most promising one near my new home..Bill has been too busy to interview yet..so still have a chance...no word yet from one I applied for on Monday. <P>SKM, I have to make more money as there is a Dairy Queen around the corner from new house! But seriously, my pay was direct deposited today and barely made a difference...I know God will provide...please keep praying He'll help me be patient QUICK