First, I would like to say a prayer for the Lord's blessing to all out there in their time of need, that God will be with us and will shield us from evil. All of our situation's are different, but we all share a common thread, or else we would not be here.<P>My wife of 10 1/2 months left me in April because I was being overly critical, insensitive, belittling, and my anger was quick to surface over all conflicts. She tried to communicate to me her frustration and depression, but I was caught in my own little world not to see her signals. The first month of separation I did all the wrong things to try and make her come back, such as guilt, blame, and resentment combined with anger. I eventually sought counseling, support from others, and searched my spiritual soul to find forgiveness for myself and her. In the meantime, however, she found that divorce was the only answer, and she has been pursuing it fast and furiously without my input. She has blocked me off from everything about her, making me guess all of the time. I believe that our love is still true, only she has pushed deep down inside to try and bury it within her. I also believe that there have been too many coincidences in our four-year relationship that have kept us close and together. I pray that God's will is being served for all that is happening and that one day we can be reunited for a relationship that can work for the both of us. I pray that her heart is softened enough to see the change within me, and that no matter what she does, she will always have that special place in my heart. Forgiveness is the strongest act of love that we can demonstrate.